After I obtained the Fa in the winter of 1997 my health improved noticeably. I quit my smoking habit of several decades. One time a speeding vehicle knocked me unconscious. After I gained consciousness I noticed that my left shin, right below the knee, was badly bruised. Nonetheless I told the driver, "You can go!" Three days later, the bruises miraculously disappeared. I felt that Teacher was watching over me.

Because my Fa study was not deep, I betrayed Teacher and Dafa. Last year a policeman forced me to sign my name on a statement saying I would "stop studying [Dafa] and stop practicing." At that time I rationalized that I didn't have to tell them the truth, so, against my will, I wrote that I would stop practicing, and had my wife sign the statement for me. I went along with the evil's arrangement. My attachment of fear took control of me.

I am grateful for Teacher's immense compassion, which has given me another chance. From now on I will practice, no matter what. I hereby solemnly declare that all the things that I have said and written that were not in accordance with Dafa are null and void. From now on I will be steadfast in my cultivation and follow Teacher's Fa-rectification closely. I will take every step correctly towards consummation.

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I started practicing Falun Dafa in the spring of 1997. Before I began practicing, my health was very bad and I had incurable diseases. When I first started practicing, Teacher purified my body and I understood what it meant to be totally healthy. After I escaped a car accident without any injuries, even though the wheels of my bicycle were bent beyond recognition, I really felt that Teacher was taking care of me. Teacher has given me so much.

When the evil started persecuting Dafa in 1999, I did not study the Fa deeply enough. I did not think about safeguarding the Fa and I did not realize how serious cultivation was. I only thought about getting healthy and curing my illnesses by practicing Dafa. So when I was forced to turn in the books, under pressure I selfishly turned in a copy of Zhuan Falun to my employer. The second time I betrayed the Fa was when I enlightened along an evil path in the labor camp. Out of fear and selfishness I turned in all of Teacher's lectures to the police. I felt deep remorse after I made my mistakes. I felt that I had betrayed Teacher's immense compassion and defamed Dafa.

I hereby declare that the two times I turned in the books, I was wrong. Since Teacher has not given up on me, I am determined to follow Teacher and Dafa, and the requirements of a Fa-rectification Dafa disciple. I will follow Teacher and walk my future path steadfastly.

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